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Rebekah's Journal Entry

“Yesterday I had an epiphany. The Ruach ha’Kodesh led me into this. I believe what She showed me will change the focus of our ministry! I feel like I am on holy ground.

As I moved through town yesterday afternoon and saw the shoppers and saw what those shoppers were buying an idea began to hit me like a semi-truck! It is WOMEN that single handedly give power to the Christmas holiday and most of the other holidays! It’s not the men who do the shopping, the baking, the decorating nor the holiday card writing. It’s the women. It’s the mom’s. It’s the wives. Most men wouldn’t do any of those nonsensical things!

Generally speaking, a man wouldn’t decorate the table with branches of ever-green trees. A man wouldn’t buy fancy and expensive paper to wrap presents in. They wouldn’t spend hours in the kitchen making holiday treats to share them with the neighbors. They wouldn’t wear red sweaters with a Santa pin on it. They wouldn’t wear bells from their ears. They wouldn’t go shopping for days and weeks browsing through all the crap, going into debt to find that perfect gift for Aunt Lu who lives in Alabama. They wouldn’t help their kids make Christmas tree ornament crafts. And they sure as hell wouldn’t organize all the holiday decor into boxes and store it for next year unless the wife told them too.

It’s the women who do all that!

Just like the women who led Solomon into pagan worship it’s the women who are leading their families into sin by offering them the pagan holidays! Oy vay! But I can see that there are many women who are leading their families out of apostasy back to the ways of YHVH and his Holy Days! There is something to this.....

I’m realizing today that the role of women in this whole repentance thing is huge! We must address this and teach women what is going on. Once this is addressed then the focus needs to be on how to support women who are moving their families out of sin and offering them a clean walk of repentance. 

How do I help them? What do they need? 

I have walked this path for 10 years. I do have something to offer the ladies. But how? It would need to be sustainable for me, practical and inspirational for them. It needs to be beautiful, simple and doable. DIY!

Women entice men and the men partake of whatever the women offers him! OMG! Why? What is the power of a woman? It’s like Chavah and Adam! OMG! I’m seeing it right now! 

Today I had a strange thought. Perhaps I am too focused on one particular law point –– the Feasts and the Calendar. But then I realized that YHVH’s largest gripe with Israel was her idolatry. You don’t hear him going off on how Israel is murdering too much or coveting too much. He doesn’t go off on every other chapter about how they are not treating their Hebrew slaves like he told them to or that they are stealing too much. The bulk of his gripe, the reason for so many curses and disasters Israel endured was because of her worship of other gods (idolatry)! I thought perhaps I was too focused on one thing, but the Ruach instantly invited me to “see” Chavah with new eyes. And OMG! The woman invited the man into idolatry and he ate!

Chavah’s sin hasn’t changed! Neither has Adam’s. I saw what Adam did, but now I see what she did. I always thought she was basically innocent. A victim of deception. No, she wasn’t. It’s all about who she worships. OMG!”

Some fun facts about Ladies of Teshuvah:

1. What event in Rebekah’s life did the Ruach use to awaken her to create a women’s group? Dec. 1, 2016, watching the Christmas shoppers noticing that it was women, not men who pushed this holiday.
2. When was Ladies of Teshuvah founded, different from TM? Feb. 20, 2017
3. What first event started Ladies of Teshuvah and how many attended? “Biblical Event Planning Workshop,” in Spokane, WA, Feb. 19, 2017; 24 attended
4. What family encouraged this event to happen? Roland and Kendall Burgess
5. Where did Rebekah do her FIRST LIVE video for Ladies of Teshuvah? KROC in CDA, ID
6. Where was the second workshop held? Dyersburg, TN
7. Where and what year did Rebekah first hear the term “Ezer Kenegdo” first? Ransomed Heart Femininity Retreat in CO from John Eldredge, 2003
8. In what platform did Ladies of Teshuvah begin? Facebook
9. How many ladies have come and gone from the group since it founded? 1,000+
10. What do current MODS NOT have to do that all the previous MODS had to do? A 6-month training with Rebekah
11. Who was Rebekah's first ever MOD? Allison Henry
12. Who made up MOD POD0? Shona Heatlie, Sherry Powell, Sharmen Anderson, Shanna Carlan, Dorothy Adams-Dillingham, Marie’ Kipp-Eroh, Ali Prescott, Julie Carter
13. Who made up MOD POD1? Shanna Carlen, Ali Prescott, Sharmen Anderson, Marie’Kipp Eroh
14. Who made up MOD POD2? Tawnya Bulger, Katie Walker, Melody Meachum and Hadassah Garvin
15. What special thing did the MODS in POD0 do? Facilitated small groups of 15 ladies each in Facebook
16. Where was the first Ladies Retreat planned and when? July 20-22, ’18; Allen Park, CO
17. Why didn’t it happen? Last minute cancellations
18. When did the Ladies group move from Facebook to a phone app? Late spring of 2020
19. Name 3 unique places that Rebekah has broadcasted or produced videos for the Ladies  from. The back of a cold storage unit, baseball field bleachers, the beach and at a surf shop, back of a fitness gym, picnic tables in National Parks, an un-insulated log cabin, other ladies homes, a wedding venue center, an octagon Christian church, airport concourses, an RV on the road, collaborative work spaces, the back of coffee shops etc.
20. Rebekah is banned from reserving and using what? Idaho libraries conference rooms
21. Name 2 of Rebekah’s regular shows and how many episodes in each that Rebekah recorded specifically for the Ladies of Teshuvah? 3HGVS [25+14] and Midweeks [16]
22. What challenge did many ladies do with Rebekah in the Spring of 2019? The Better Life Challenge with Dean Graziosi
23. When was Rebekah coined the “Feast Diva?” Melchizedek Feast Diva Show BSU, '14
24. Name 2 things that are Rebekah’s least favorite parts of leading the Ladies of Teshuvah? Organizing all the files pertaining toit and keeping track of the address changes.
25. What radio station was Rebekah on promoting Ladies of Teshuvah and how many times was she invited to speak there? Hebrew Nation Radio with the Wise Guys, 4 times
26. In March of 2020 Rebekah was on another ministry's channel promoting Ladies of Teshuvah and the Go Feast Cards. Which channel? A Rood Awakening
27. Which MODS has Rebekah seen in person? Shanna Carlen, Sharmen Anderson, Marie’ Kipp-Eroh, Tawyna Bulger, Katie Walker, CC Yadon and Erica Ford